So much went wrong today. And now this. Oh god. Everything just went downhill. I don’t know what to do. I don’t feel okay at all.

I’ll probably forget all about this in the morning it is inevitable but as of right now I feel like crap.

If you care, please don’t worry about me. If you ask, I’ll pretend everything is okay.

"I only write when I am falling in love, or falling apart."

faithandotherdrugs (via perfect)

(via imtheshitgirl)

"Don’t think too high of anyone. A person is a person. No matter how perfect they may appear, none are flawless on this earth. Don’t think someone can understand you more than you understand yourself. Don’t seek completeness through a soulmate or a friend. No one can possibly bring you happiness. When we expect someone to fill us with joy, we tend to get disappointed as they fill us with sadness. Sometimes our imagination plays tricks on us by creating the perfect picture of that particular person; when in reality that person may not care about you at all. A best friend might not realize that you’re getting uncomfortable in the friendship; or that you don’t like what they’re doing. A boyfriend/girlfriend may not be your soulmate yet you still put effort into the relationship. Life can get so confusing and complicated so we seek comfort through other human beings. The biggest mistake is to do so."

(via leantanned)

(Source: pure-wings, via gutterbarb1e)

"Anxiety, the next gumption trap, is sort of the opposite of ego. You’re so sure you’ll do everything wrong you’re afraid to do anything at all. Often this, rather than “laziness” is the real reason you find it hard to get started."

Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance by Robert M. Pirsig (via perpetual-dreamers)

(Source: literaturemermaid, via sallesk)

I feel like my friends don’t like me… and it’s suckiest thing ever.

"Sometimes i think its my fault for being in this position. For letting people treat me the way that they did."

Lovelytrainwreck (via lovelytrainwreck)

(via gutterbarb1e)


I crave intimacy but I get confused and uncomfortable when I’m shown even the slightest bit of attention or affection.

(Source: evolved-emo, via young-4-life)

I know there are people around me but I still feel lonely.



i dont like getting yelled at i literally stand there and burst into tears

and they’re like WHY ARE YOU CRYING?!!?! It’s because you’re fucking yelling at me you shithead

(Source: 10000bc, via jesse-and-his-candy-shop)

"I left the library. Crossing the street, I was hit head-on by a brutal loneliness. I felt dark and hollow. Abandoned, unnoticed, forgotten, I stood on the sidewalk, a nothing, a gatherer of dust. People hurried past me. and everyone who walked by was happier than I. I felt the old envy. I would have given anything to be one of them."

Nicole Krauss, The History of Love (via uglypnis)

(via andyouremakingitlooksoeasy)